hiding under the apple tree

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 16:44:50 GMT

ey i need you all to add me on my new lj
ive wanted one for a long time now everyones gettin new ones so i thought why not

its __sillyway

psh add me yo

Wed, 26 May 2004 19:55:20 GMT

Happy Birthday Natalie Contrera

FRIIIENDS ONLYY

Wed, 05 May 2004 22:29:58 GMT

well, ive decided to make this friends only because i want to know who is reading my journal. if you would like to be added i would be more then happy to add you.

<33 you all

have a wonderful day/evening

time with youuuuuu , waste some time with you

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 21:47:02 GMT

AGGHHH i miss him lots!
he hasn't been online lately.
friday = very good dayy i can see himm =D

school wasn't all that bad towards the end of the day today.
me and kathryn got into a 5 min. fight.
tony and me are talking again.
i think he is still very jealous of me and john.
at the end of the day i was talking to him well he was coaching and he was saying like why don't you just go out with him and your excited for friday because you get to see him.
tony and allison broke up, i knew that wouldn't last long for the fact that he didn't like her he was just using her to make me jealous which i find quite funny.
im glad weere friends now.

kathryn, charlene, and jessica are staying the night tomorrow =D.
hottt hott hottt
EHHH FRIDAY IS ONLY ONE DAY AWAY!!!

drama tonight
dan better be there.

<33 John

slkdf you

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 02:24:10 GMT

today was a very nice day.
school was rather slow though.
i have decided it is pointless to talk to tony at school so i guess were not friends anymore.
i really want to talk to john i haven't talked to him since sunday.
i like him very much and i can't wait till friday. =D

i've realized i do miss last year alot but i have alot ahead for me.
i want to be friends with alot of the people with last year but i can't change the past.
i love you all very much if any of you are reading this.
<33

hmm.. nothing really new since what i said yesterday.
i think i will get going.
love youuusee

<33 john

FRIENDS ONLY

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 03:00:06 GMT

I've decided to go with the friends only journl because im sick of people talking shit. If you would like to be added to my friends list please comment. =D Thank you and have a swell day.

you think i love you? hah.

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 02:51:29 GMT

love is such a joke

today was a pretty gay day.
i wish some things would happen already.
i can not say because faggots read this and will spread shit.

school is gay im soo sick of these fuggin teachers.
they gave me so many demarits i don't think im allowed to play soccer but i don't know yet. =/
ugh this royally sucks.

play practice went well i wish i would get those frikken lines memorized already.

i want a guy that will treat me good already..
<33
ugh..
byyye

i followed you all night

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 01:40:32 GMT

i had great fun today saw people i haven't seen in forever.

I woke up and we missed church again erggg.
i hate missing church, ive done it now like 4 weeks in a row.
bad sign.
Kelsey came over afterwards and i got ready for the day wee.
then we went to her house, then to meet tommy up at the school.
they fight alot its like a brother sisterly bond its so adorable =D haha.
we came back and played bball forever. haha and kelsey invited billy moore over and that faggot ruined my sweater.
so we went inside and ate and little tommy left.

later on my best friend ryan came over =D ahh i miss that kid i didn't stop laughing the whole time he was over there he's soo great. he like made up this whole damn story about how kelsey needed attention and ahh i don't know it was hilarious we love kelsey though =) then he left and i did tooo.

now im sitting here bored as hell.
im going to go.
oscars are on tonight everyone go watch them.
haha.
<33

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 05:11:43 GMT

eek.. we lost tournaments =(
the season is over.
i started to cry.. i already miss it.

hmm... i really have nothing to write about.
im not sure who i like at this moment

ack.. im extremely tired i just got back from toms and i got to see joe today =) aww i love him and i love tom of course.

bye
<33

final justice has placed.

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 22:57:10 GMT

i <33 you =D.
life is at its pretty good point right now weeee!
i think i lost friendships with 2 people but oh well. =D

today went very niiicely..
highlights.. doug talked to me =D. my high-five buddy talked to me. =) i said some things ive been dieing to say. =). more but i can't remeber
after school me and andrew had to stay to do scene 2 out of the play.. how exciting it was lol.
very lovey dovey sceen hard to do too. =D
i had to be ditzy.. haha that worked well.. =P not.

hmm... then my mom picked me up and i hate mcdonalds for dinner wha who!
now im just sitting here chillin
i got drama and dance tonight
and tomorrow i have detention then cheerleading practice then volleyball =) wha whooo lots to do..

well im out
<33
love youuuse

sorry..

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 23:31:37 GMT

eek.. sorry i haven't written in awhile.. im just buizzy with my play and shit.. im about to go soon too soo sorry for the shortness of this.
im going to the cousino game tonight.

natalies a lush

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 00:26:49 GMT

yes the subject is very true

TOday.. was a nice day.
not like any other day.
haha. im funny =D ::chuckles::

i woke up and decided i would like to chill with natalie, drew, and lance today.
so my goal was accomplished.
we had a fun filled day walking around.
even though drew hates me.
we went to willow woods (old memories flows back into mind) then mcdonalds.
then drew and lance got picked up.
natalie came over and we chilled with kelsey.
i did homework yay! high five for that

Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know
Just to bring them down alive
And you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed

i love yellowcard. =D weeee

i think im dieing to go to a concert, if anyone finds out of any tell me cause i can get tickets and a humer limo ride there.

tomorrow is full of practices again.. eeekkk!

alright, and now im "seeing" somebuddy, but were going to decide what were going to do with our relationship when we next see eachother =D daaannnngg he's hott too! heh.

alright well, im done for now
<33
love youuuse

asdfkb b la h

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 05:50:39 GMT

ok i got alot of new user pictures or just pics =).
ask if you want to see them.
i want a digital camera amazingly bad.

hmm.. i have alot on my mind that i don't feel like telling people.
to much drama in this world. yuck.
robby told me to go to chucks party but i don't know if i want to go to that shit.
maybe. =/

tonight i went and saw the movie confessions of a teenage drama queen.
it was alright.
kloe, kelsey, and adrien were there that was nice =).
me and adrien played tag in the theater during the middle of the movie. lol
now im just sitting at home.

your sins into me

i want a boyfriend badly also.
=/
guys are so confusing uck.
heh. ow tyson from all american rejects is fuggin hott.
yuuuuum.

i want to makeout hardcore.
<33

i think im done for now.. =D
byee

distance

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 21:19:38 GMT

i know you think im hott.
just say it already.

thats my icon at the actual size =)

blaheakls

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 18:31:40 GMT

yesterday, was pretty nice.. the games went well.
before the game we went to mcdonalds with some people.
that was hilarious. then we came back and practiced our trio singing for MACS.
then we got ready for the game and it started. it was fun.
after the game i got a hug from doug. =D
then i went and stayed the night at charlenes.

im still here doing really nothing.
were about to go get batteries for her camera from walgreens.
because her batteries died and we want to take pictures.

eek i think i like this kid from bethany but i don't know yet cause i have to hang out with him again.
weee.
<33
can't wait till next year =) 'grins'
. im amazingly tired

lol i have nothing more to write
<33
bye

asdfasdfjkl;sdf

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 01:54:05 GMT

sorry i haven't been writing to much going on..
and im to lazy to write alot about tonight.

basics.. we lost all our games today.
our school is turning really gay because of jessica and tony.
jessica is doing poorly for vball because she only thinks of tony.
tony has been in a bad mood because of her.
all this shit is really gay.. and its going to end tomorrow.

im done with complaining
people are online =D
love.
<33

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 04:37:55 GMT

livejournals being a fucker tonight.
<33
even though i love it =D
i think i like someone new.
its time for a change.

yes, im friends with jessica again.
i will force myself not to talk to tony though.
even though i probaly will.

i fuckin hate you...

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 02:09:48 GMT

yes thats it im fucking fed up my gosh.
stupid bitches can't they fucking stop leading me on.
i hate tony and jessica at this point.
not true friends right there let me tell you.
i hate my parents.
as soon as i have time to hang out they try and stop me.
well fuck them they can die.
i hate some of my other friends do they act as if there embarresed of me.
i hate so much right now its not funny.
i love noone or nothing.
i </b>hate</b> boys. when the fuck are they going to stop hurting me.
i want a gosh damn guy that will treat me good.
=( ugh this hurts.

i still have a essay i have to write for tomorrow.
i don't feel well enough to do it.
but i have to go to school tomorrow for the fact that i have games.

today - i went to adriens with natalie erald and kyle were there , that was totally gay and boring so me and natalie called drew to see if we could go to the movies earlier then the normal time.
we did somewhat... ugh im glad i got out of adriens
we saw first 50 dates that was nice lance is hilarious.. and drew i didn't really get to talk to much but i still love that kid and think he's hilarious.

um.. im out
bye

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 18:27:01 GMT

random thought: throw yourself down the stairs.

new sn : red converse x <--- i think i'll keep this one for a long ass time too =D

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 18:07:43 GMT

here's the rules:
If you like a band on my list, bold it. If you've never heard of a band on my list, underline it. And if there is any that you REALLY hate or just dislike to a certain extent, make it italic.
Yay. XD oh- when you post it in your journal, put the rules along with it and give a link back to my journal please

01. Abandoned Pools
02. AFI
03. Alkaline Trio( never listened to them )
04. All American Rejects
05. Autopilot Off
06. Avenged Sevenfold
07. Azure Ray
08. Billy Talent
09. Blink-182
10. Bowling for Soup
11. Brand New
12. Bright Eyes (never listened to their music)
13. Britney Spears
14. CKY
15. Coheed and Cambria (never listened to their music)
16. Cold
17. Count the Stars
18.Cursive (never listened to their music)
19. Deftones
20. Desaparecidos
21. Die Trying
22. Element Eighty
23. Eternal Decision
24. Evanescence
25. Eve 6
26. Fall Out Boy
27. Fiction Plane
28. Finch ( never listened to their music)
29. Foo Fighters
30. Forever the Way
31. From Autumn To Ashes
32. Good Charlotte ( some songs are pretty good =D )
33. Green Day
34. Hot Hot Heat
35. Incubus (never listened to their muisc)
36. Jimmy Eat World
37. Jimmy Hendrix
38. Kill Hannah
39. Led Zeppelin
40. Less Than Jake
41. Letter Kills
42. Linkin Park
43. Live
44. Lostprophets
45. Matchbox Twenty( never listened to their music)
46. Mest ( never listened to their music )
47. Mobb Deep
48. Moments in Grace
49. MXPX
50. New Found Glory
51. Nickelback
52. Nirvana
53. No Doubt
54. Our Lady Peace ( undecided )
55. P.O.D.
56. Papa Roach
57. Pennywise
58. Piebald
59. Pink Floyd
60. Placebo
61. Poison the Well
62. Puddle of Mudd
63. Queen
64. Rainer Maria
65. Ramones (never listened to their music)
66. Rancid
67. Red Hot Chili Peppers
68. Reel Big Fish
69. Rilo Kiley
70. Rufio ( never listened to their music )
71. Scatter the Ashes
72. Senses Fail
73. SEV
74. Simple Plan
75. Smashing Pumpkins
76. Smile Empty Soul
77. Staind
78. Static-X
79. Straylight Run
80. Sugar Ray
81. Sum 41
82. System of a Down
83. The Ataris (never listened to their music)
84. The Bronx
85. The Distillers
86. The Donnas
87. The Mars Volta
88. The Postal Service
89. The White Stripes
90. Three Days Grace
91.Thrice
92. Thursday (never listened to their music
93. Tiger Army
94. Transplants
95. Trapt
96. Unwritten Law
97. Vendetta Red
98. Vertical Horizon
99. Yeah Yeah Yeahs
100. Yellowcard

wow looking at this i don't know alot of bands.. =P
ahh well,

today on the agenda.. maybe going to the movies with natalie, drew and lance
probaly wont happen but maybe =D

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 05:49:50 GMT

im getting a new livejournal name.
any ideas??

or how do you like..
summer_stars
your_lastsummer
red_converse
trembling_beauty

also i am getting a new sn.. tell me what you think of these..
Jay Disasterx
huGmejaDe
jades my herox
JadEdpinK
jay downx
Jay effectx
Jaydore mex

or which is your fav. wte works for you =D
thank you

this is a 48 year old man

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 02:03:47 GMT

nice background eh?

answering machine message that me and natalie made up for a special someone hey, this is that guy from last weekend ya know we fucked in my truck well im out driving right now and i was jut wondering if you wanted to see eachother again well i have a wife and kids at home i was wondering if you got the pregancy test back yet im only 48 we can't get into much trouble what are you 12? lmao.. stupid sluts these days! hah.

Today, i apparently woke up and didn't plan on doing anything but then i went to the mall with natalie BAM my day started i got some sweet shit at the mall, high socks, 2 hoodies, RED CONVERSE low-tops! shiiit ya and 2 band shirts, taking back sunday sticker, and a bowling bag with a J on it =D yay! Then we came home and natalies going to stay the night and then we WALKED to get 7 11 and chinese.

ADVICE: NEVER GO WALKING WITH NATALIE TO MUCH SEXUAL NOISES!.. scary shit man.

then we came back and now we are having a tea party. yay!

thats all for now time to go suck eachothers dicks
bye bitch
<33

Sat, 14 Feb 2004 03:34:17 GMT

liking people is very confusing especially when you don't get the truth!

... do i like someone or not??

today was actually pretty good.
i thought it was going to suck very badly!
went to school.. yada yada yada.. then games
we won varsity vball again =D saweeeet.
im telling ya that lucky penney Doug gave me is a life savor.
after that i changed and got ready then i talked to doug bout lots of stuff.
then cheered and found out things afterwards.
came home and talked to people online.
and now im tired and probaly going to go to bed soon.

lot of love.
<33

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 00:48:47 GMT

i hate my school
i want to die.
fucked over by guys again
and my "friends"

valentines day is on its way

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 03:13:17 GMT

your just jealous cause were young and inlove
oh geez today was a pretty good day!!

i got to talk to doug alot today =D niiiice... lol his boss thought that our lift tickets for skiing were condoms.. hah i love that kid. and i found out he hates the same people as me =D how lovely. he's my best friend!

i might be lead in the school play.. im pretty sure i am and i have to fall inlove with my filipino brother =D lol.

yes i like tony. there you all know now! ... hah.
i have some sucky friends too.

wow my schuedule is buizzy tomorrow.
school then from 3:30-5:15 cheerleading practice
then from 5:15-7:15 volleyball practice
thenfrom 7:15-9:00 play practice
... wow buizzy jade =D wee lol.

daniel dyes got extremely cute. =D